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FULL NAME this unfortunate soul was brought into the world by the name of malachi kieran henry

NAME ORGIN & MEANING malachi: from Hebrew, meaning "my messenger" or "my angel". this is one of the twelve minor prophets of the Old Testament, the author of the Book of Malachi, which some claim foretells the coming of Christ. in England the name came into use after the Protestant Reformation ; kieran: a borrowing from the Irish, Kieran is the Irish form of the Gaelic Ciarán (little dark one), which is from ciar (black, dark), a word meaning "dark-haired" or "black-haired" when applied to humans ; henry: a name with German and English origins. the meaning of the name Henry is Ruler of the Home. the French spelling of Henry is Henri whereas the German spelling is Henrik. the most common nickname of the name Henry is Hank. other nicknames include Harry, Henny and Hen.

NICKNAME(S) even though he absolutely hates it, malachi is often called 'mal'. both his family and the people around him do it out of spite, in a battle to see "who can anger malachi first". malachi only allows his younger sister to call him 'mal'. many people that get on malachi's nerves love calling him names like 'frail boy' and 'special snowflake', regardless of how many times malachi has told them to stop.

GENDER malachi is cisgender, meaning that his whole life, he stayed the one gender he was born into the world as. he is male.

- gender identity: malachi identifies as a masculine male, but there was one point in his life that he contemplated if he felt like a full male. he identified as a a demiboy in those few days, but those days are gone and he's back to being cisgender male.

- preferred pronouns: malachi prefers he/him pronouns, but if you really want to, they/them could work as default. there are many people that call him she/her, and it drives him nuts. again, they do it out of spite.

BIRTH DATE malachi was born on a chilly, January night. it was the fifth of January, and he was born at 6:17 in the morning, although he isn't a morning person. his zodiac sign is a Capricorn, although he doesn't follow the zodiacs very much.

- age: malachi is seventeen years old, born in the year 1999.

WHY ARE YOU HERE although his parents swear on their lives that malachi is here for anger management, he's truly here because he's depressed and abusing alcohol. his parents and people around him push him to the brink of his nerves, which is what makes him explode with anger, and they then blame his mind for him being so 'angry all the time', when in reality, it's them that push him too far.


HEIGHT malachi stands at six foot one, towering over his mother, sister, and most of his school.

WEIGHT malachi is just one hundred and eighty pounds, most being muscle because of how often he used to work out in the gym right around the corner from his house. the kid doesn't have too much extra fat on him, because it has all been turned into muscle.

HAIR TYPE malachi's hair can be thick and poufy at times, but his hair extremely soft. his sister would just sit and touch his hair while they watched television, because she loved how soft it was.

- hair length: malachi has slightly-long hair, that he pushes to the side. when he feels lazy in the morning, he won't even bother to brush it, which results in his hair sticking up all over the place. when malachi talks to people, he tends to brush his hair the wrong way, making it look messier.

- hair color: malachi has chocolate brown hair, that he plans to dye darker, or even black in the future

EYE COLOR malachi has honey-brown, deep-set shaped eyes that he got from his dad's side of the family. they all have the deep set eyes, along honey-brown coloring.

SKIN TONE malachi's skin tone is called ivory, and is found in paler people.

CLOTHING STYLE malachi tends to wear two styles; either dark sweatshirts, or more of a brighter style. the brighter style is just a casual t-shirt, underneath an unbuttoned/unzipped layer that has the sleeves rolled up on occasion. he likes wearing more tight-fitting jeans, but he doesn't like them so tight, that they feel like leggings, and he also doesn't want them so loose, that they feel like sweatpants.

BODY MODIFICATIONS malachi also has several tattoos, but his parents don't really approve of them, but then again, when was the last time his parents ever approved of something of his? malachi has a tattoo on his (left arm), one on his (right foot), and one on his (right arm). malachi hopes to get more tattoos in the nearby future.



PERSONALITY TRAITS introverted & quiet & stubborn & reserved & distrusting & brittle & soft & selfless & bitter & easily discouraged

STRENGTHS his sister is one of malachi's greatest strengths; because of her, he's no longer anorexic and he has more of a positive body image. his sister is there to make up for his lack of love from his parents. his best friend/crush is also one of his strengths; she is attempting to help malachi quit drinking, because she helped him quit smoking very easily.

SHORTCOMINGS malachi isn't a very strong person; he relapses very easily, mostly because of how much stress and pressure his parents and people around him put him under. not to mention, whenever he sees alcohol, it triggers something within in his mind that makes him a highly miserable person until his gets his liquor. his sister and best friend are also some of his shortcomings, along with being his strengths; seeing them cry or be in pain kills malachi internally.

DISORDERS malachi has been diagnosed with depression, but not anger problems, like his parents demand he has. he has suffered from anorexia in the past, but no longer, because his sister helped coax him to eat and love his body image. malachi is also an alcoholic, that loves drinking and being with his beers and vodkas.

HISTORY malachi was raised in a household with toxic parents. they were mad that their first child wasn't a girl, but because they refused to give their child out to adoption (to find a home better than theirs, probably), they kept malachi. all of his life, malachi's parents hated him for being the way he was, which killed him internally. this resulted in his diagnosis of depression from a doctor at a measly age twelve. when malachi was two years old, his parents finally got the daughter that they wanted. her name was angelina kinley, and she is the obvious favorite and "Golden Child" to them. angelina sees her parents favoring her, and she absolutely hates it. because she sees her parents neglecting to love her older brother, angelina loves him eternally. she helps him through all of his troubles, and she kind of takes the motherly position for him, despite being his younger sister. she forever loves malachi, and treats him with respect and love, the way he deserves to be treated. because of angelina's love for malachi, malachi is slowly healing. his parents stand in the way of his healing, however, and so do the other people around him. most everyone at school find a way to annoy him, but they do it just because they can and they target him.

when malachi was twelve years old, he met one girl that was, and still is, very special to him. her name is faye eliza kingston, and she means the world to him. the moment they met, was the moment was malachi realized that this girl was going to be a big part of his life. malachi and faye have very similar personality traits, although faye is a little less difficult to get to know because she hasn't experienced the same hardships malachi has. that's what malachi loves so much about faye; she's gentle, and she reminds him of all of the good in the world, which makes him forget about all of the bad. faye has helped malachi through so much, and she's extremely close with his sister as well. the two ladies help out malachi in every and any way they can, so he can have a better future. malachi is planning on spending the rest of his life with faye, and she feels the exact same way. what they have is very different from any alcohol malachi has ever tasted or any drug he's ever experimented with. the two create so much beauty, it's amazing. they create stars and planets and whole galaxies with the strength of their bond, and everyone around them sees it. faye would never abandon malachi, and vice versa. the two were inseparable, before malachi was sent to this horrid camp. they both promised to write the other letters everyday.

- birthplace: seattle, washington

- parents: nelia avalie & laurel nicholai henry

- siblings: younger sister by two years, angelina kinley henry

- other kin: not worth mentioning



SEXUALITY malachi identifies as grey-ace, meaning he doesn't really experience sexual attraction. when he does, however, it's very rare and it barely ever happens. he also identifies as panromantic, meaning that he's open to dating all gender identities.

RELATIONSHIP STATUS single

LOVE INTEREST(S) his best friend, faye kingston, but definitely open for any other plotting

SPOUSE n/a

TURN ONS when looking for a significant other, malachi really likes people with an interest in art. he also wants someone that is independent, and doesn't depend on anyone else to do things for them. malachi likes individuals with humor, a good mind for story-telling, and he also likes someone that doesn't demand every second of his attention. malachi doesn't mind it when his partner is touchy, such as holding his hand, cuddling with him, showering him with kisses on the cheek, etc, but he will put a stop to it when it gets sexual. malachi doesn't mind if his significant other is extroverted or introverted, as long as they like him for being himself. he doesn't want someone that will restrict him or judge him for things he's passionate about, and he really wants someone that is carefree. when it comes to dating, malachi wants someone that is just a soft soul and equally kind to everyone.

TURN OFFS as it was stated above, malachi doesn't want someone that will restrict him or judge him for things he likes to do, such as painting or drawing. someone that is constantly whining, complaining, or bitching about every last detail in life with automatically make malachi want to break up with them. a person that demands every second of malachi's attention is a huge turn-off, and also someone that refuses to be anywhere near him is a huge turn-off as well. bad hygiene will make malachi turn the other way, and act like he doesn't know the person; he hates bad hygiene, and if someone can't take care of themselves, malachi won't take the time to date them. malachi also doesn't want someone that invalidates his mental illness or makes him feel worthless in any way.



THEME SONG(S) i'm sorry - swell feat. shilou

FACECLAIM nick robinson